portends of obscurity

Friday, July 30th, 2010

Sometimes I get a glimpse of the future. Not a lot, but occasionally I’ll get a flash of knowing that turns out to happen. Sometimes I try to see into the future and this internal force prevents it. Like a voice that say, “No. You’re not supposed to know that yet.” When I was younger [...]

my laptop

Monday, July 5th, 2010

This is what I want: a summer all to myself, where I can make things and chat with people online and never have to go anywhere. It’s lovely. It’s perfect. I want to run as far as the eye can see in a perfect meadow. I want to live at the edge of a lake [...]